Jesse St. James, a pleasure I'm sure.
The name is Jesse Lucas St. James and someday you'll be able to see it up in lights. My Broadway premire isn't too far off in the distance, so if you'd like an autograph you'd better reach for it now. Welcome to Roselle Academy: where everyone is good looking, but not as good looking as me. Tread carefully through these waters or you'll be just another prop like Weekend at Barnie's. I am currently engaged to a beautiful man named Nickalicious Duval, who has also claimed me. If you hurt him, you die. Let's be clear.
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F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

There’s nothing to apologize for little prince, I’m just— it’s just a lot to think about. The future, and all that. 

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I haven’t had that sort of experience with it, so I wouldn’t know. It’s…we don’t have to talk about it anymore. I feel like I am going in circles, so nevermind. Do you want a clear top coat just for better nail strength?

I’d really appreciate a clear top. I accidentally bit one the other day and it looked ghastly when it snapped.

Thank you…Rini.

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

…Though I suppose if I did leave, you’d have no one to deal with your awful cuticle health. Just— let me think about a few things. Okay? You’re the only one who has expressed any interest in me staying so…so I don’t know if you’re just being selfish or if you’re the only one who cares that way.

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But relationships beyond dominating and submitting haven’t been satisfying. They’ve been confusing and painful and— and even if I did want to try again, which I don’t, I can’t imagine it not being a really hard and difficult road. So why…bother?

Yeah, you’re right. Sorry, Rini.

Because sometimes love is worth it? I don’t know. Relationships have never been about dynamics for me.

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

I’m already grown up. And I don’t…I want to move on from here. I don’t want to leave you, it isn’t that. What would I even do here, Jesse? Feel alone? Feel like I’m not fulfilling my dreams? 

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I just know that I tried to be in a relationship and I ended up miserable and hurt two good people in the process. I also know that even without trying to feel good while dominating, I have. Having a submissive that appreciates what I can do for them feels good. The rest…I don’t know if I want to enter that territory anymore without knowing I can always fall back on D/s.

…okay.

That’s perfectly normal, Irina. I was scared too, in a different kind of relationship. I was terrified that relationships beyond sex wouldn’t be satisfying to me, but they ended up being okay. It’s okay to not want something, Irina. It really is. Don’t give up things when you could easily have what you need.

posted Apr 19, 2014 at 9:43 from irina-stjames with 26 notes
tagged as: #c:irina

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

What do you need me for?

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I only ask because, well— I don’t know— Is it worth pursuing someone who doesn’t like submitting? Or is it better to just move on and find someone who is?

Moral support, someone to love, family, someone that knows all of the bad things about me yet stays, someone other than Nicky to show Jesse to. Are you really ready to grow up? I mean—…I won’t force you to stay, but you’re my family, Rini, and I’d love it if you did.

Well, I guess it’s probably different for every person. Me being Jesse St. James, I have many other redeeming qualities so someone would pursue me despite that. Is this person…are they worth that to you? Or is the submitting thing not enough for you? Because you’re not a bad person to think so.

posted Apr 19, 2014 at 9:23 from irina-stjames with 26 notes
tagged as: #c:irina

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

…Why?

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But how do you…do it. I mean, I know you aren’t submissive by nature and yet somehow you’ve ended up the submissive in a relationship— in a claim. I get the sacrifices but do you only submit as a sacrifice? Or can you like it?

…Because you’re my sister and I need you.

Don’t get me wrong, I’m not Submissive by nature at all, usually not by any means, but—…I don’t know, it’s not bad once you…do it. To just sit back and feel is one of the coolest things I’ve ever done, and being able to please someone by taking down all of the walls and just being is—…I enjoy it. I can’t explain it, but I enjoy it. And when Nicky feels the urge, though he’s not naturally Dominant, he takes. He takes and takes until I don’t have anything left to give. And outside of that, our relationship stands tall because we built it first and we love each other very much.

posted Apr 19, 2014 at 9:16 from irina-stjames with 26 notes
tagged as: #c:irina

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

What is it?

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How do you balance being happy with a claim and being happy with a relationship?

…I want you to stay with me.

Honestly? If I could tell you, I would. Sometimes, I’m not. Sometimes Nicky’s not. We…we make sacrifices for one another. Some people are worth melting for and all that.

posted Apr 19, 2014 at 9:10 from irina-stjames with 26 notes
tagged as: #c:irina

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

I suppose I just can’t imagine having someone worth sticking around here for. Or rather— perhaps I can, but I can’t imagine them wanting to make it worth it with me. No, no, sorry. I didn’t mean to steal your thunder. If this is what you really want— to be able to stay here with Nick— then you’ll earn it. I’d do anything I can to help, you know.

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I understand what you mean. And of course, I’m happy for you, Jesse. Our whole lives you’ve been the knight in shining armor and well…it seems like you finally have someone who can take care of you for once. Can…can I ask you something somewhat personal?

You see, as happy or “content” as I am to just stick around here for a few more years, there’s uh, something else I wanted to, you know, as of you?

You know you can ask me anything, Rini.

posted Apr 19, 2014 at 8:54 from irina-stjames with 26 notes
tagged as: #c:irina

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

Really? I mean— you’re willing to spend another two years here just to be with Nick?

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…It’s totally a picture of her boobs.~ Yes, it is incredibly sappy. But it’s sweet…all things considered. Particularly with the rest of the world falling apart around here, relationships and all. I’m…happy for you.

Yeah— I mean, I’m old enough to be one of the staff members anyway, and I’m already claimed so it’s not like I’ll be messing around with any other students or anything. I’ll get paid so I can get some money, and I can still see Nicky everyday. That’s really big for me. I can’t lose him Rini, I can’t. All I have to do is convince Miss Roselle that I’m worthy once I graduate.

Euuugh, whatever you say. It’s not though. Out of all the people that I suspected to ever settle down, my own mind didn’t supply me with…well, me for once. It’s weird. But I’m happy. And it means a lot that you’re happy for me too.

posted Apr 19, 2014 at 8:45 from irina-stjames with 26 notes
tagged as: #c:irina

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

Jesse, if you call your ass anything but flawless I am going to have to pinch it. …What is this life-changing news?

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Wait. So you assured Nick that you don’t want her boobs and yet you’re keeping the message? That’s a bit naught of you, you know. And no, I do not want to see Quinn Fabray’s boobs. 

Okay, okay, sorry. My ass is flawless. Teehee. Well…I’ve been training and getting really fit so that I can try to convince Miss Roselle to let me be the Dance Instructor’s second in command, you know? Just until Nicky graduates and we can get out of here. W-what do you think?

It is nawt a picture of her boobs, it’s of the tattoo. And I delete all of my messages on Sunday. It’s a system. So it’ll be gone tomorrow. I was just asking. Besides, Nick is all I want, as sappy and out of character as that seems. He’s kind of my everything, in case you couldn’t tell by the rings on our fingers.

posted Apr 19, 2014 at 8:37 from irina-stjames with 26 notes
tagged as: #c:irina

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

Jesse, if this is about you bringing up an ass transplant again, I already told you that butt dimples are adorable and totally hot and you don’t need someone else’s ass to be flawless.

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…Quinn Fabray has a tattoo on her boob? 

Nonono, this is something more serious, and I want to talk to you about it because it’s potentially life-changing for me. And I’ve come to love my ass, thank you. Even if I think it’s a little flat sometimes. Do you think I could get it bigger?

That’s exactly what I asked! But no, it’s like the little space between the boobs. So I asked her if it like disappeared when she squeezed them together or if it was only noticeable when they’re squeezed together, so she sent me a picture. It looks totally awesome. I still have the message, wanna see? And to think, Queen Regina Fabray has a tattoo in between her boobs too. Closer to God, I guess.

posted Apr 19, 2014 at 8:25 from irina-stjames with 26 notes
tagged as: #c:irina

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

I’ll file them down until they’re as beautiful as the rest of you then. Speaking of the dancing, I’ve noticed you’re even toner than before. Spending more time in the studio?

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And are you going to tell me why you’re limping?

You’re too gracious, my beautiful Princess. Yeah, actually. The studio has been treating me well. 2-a-days of cardio seem to be just what the abdomen, legs, arms, and glutes need to get through the day, toned and happy. Speaking of my work-outs, uhm, there’s something I’d like to talk to you about.

Now that is a little piece worth knowing about. Okay, so last night I was totally reuniting with Quinn has celestial bodies in the sky— which I know sounds kind of perverted in the first place, but it really isn’t— and she sent me a picture of her tattoo, and in turn I sent her a picture of my tattoo. Her tattoo just so happens to be located in between her breasts and I asked her to send me a picture— innocently of course, I was curious because she and Regina have the same tattoo— and when I opened it, Nicky saw it and was outraged and jealous. I tried to explain the situation and it only made him angrier because he thinks that I have something with Quinn or something like that, and I tried explaining that I enjoy his penis very very much. This only made him macho and get all incredibly Dom and hot, so he stuffed my cock and my ass and made me cum so hard I saw proverbial stars. It was phenomenal. I’m sorry I couldn’t record it for you.

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

You’re such a goof ball.

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I am. Did you want to start with manicures? While we gossip, at the least.

Don’t hate, appreciate.

Manicures sound fantastic. I won’t lie to you, you’ll probably disown me at the sight of my nails right now. I broke a few while dancing and now they’re so off-balance and disproportionate. Don’t hate me. Of course, gossip is essential for nail-work.

posted Apr 19, 2014 at 8:09 from irina-stjames with 26 notes
tagged as: #c:irina

"And then my soul saw you and it kind of went, ‘Oh, there you are. I’ve been looking for you’." —Iain Thomas, I Wrote This For You (via imfantasyparade)

F2F || St. Squared

irina-stjames:

Come on in, stranger.

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…Hi.

Howdy, partner.

Ready to St. James the night away?

The Green-Eyed Monster || St. Duval

nickdomduval:

  • Tagging: Nick Duval & Jesse St. James
  • When: Friday Night (4/18)
  • Where: Nick and Jesse’s Suite
  • Notes: Jealousy makes Nick possessive, and Jesse loves it. {smut, sounding, orgasm denial}

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posted Apr 19, 2014 at 8:01 from nickdomduval with 2 notes
tagged as: #p:tgem #c:nick